Each day you don't give me a sign that there could be something here, is a day that I give in.I give in to the settling. I give in to the feelings of being wanted even if they aren't reciprocated. Each day that is lost is a day I wish I could get back and do things differently. I wish that I could have not said anything to make you feel less than who you are. I wish that I wouldn't bother you as much or that at least that I would say things that are meaningful. I really don't know what's going on with me. All I know is that I know who I want, and it's you. But there's another who actually shows interest. Who, yes bothers me sometimes, but they talk to me and make me feel as though they care. I know deep down that I can never give in to that and that I have to fight for the things in life that I truly want and I can't settle for something that's good enough. I know what I want.